new year !!!!!

hmmmm agk mnarik jgk new year aku..wlaupun aku x dpt smbut dgn prcikn bunga api..

slalu mmg aku x miss tgok bnga api..

tp thun 2010 nie x brkesemptan....hurmmm..

nk wat cmner kn...blik meeting pn dh kul 12.00...

dlm 12.03 mnit gtu aku call fir..nk wish new year..

hmmm..tp x brangkt plak phone..mne la mamat ni prgi...

abis je aku ltak phone..

call dr fir msuk...

"salam honey.....hepp new year!" aik mcm plik je...aku rse mcm lain mcm...then aku pn tka..

"owh..fir sngaja x nk angkt my call eh?..."

"ala..bg la fir mnang..fir wish dlu kn..."

"eeee..mne acik...fir main ngelat..qis yg nk wish fir dlu tau...." ader nda x puas hati gtu...

"ala qis...qis try next year la...bgla fir mnang..."

"mne ble mnang....fir main ngelat.."

"xde la ngelat pn..fir mmg dh nk call qis dh..fir bru nk cri ur nme kt cntact..then ur calling msuk...so fir biarkn je la...."

"eeeeeeeeee.....x aci tau...." dgn nda mnja plak..hahhaha...

so drpd wish2 new year..tbe2 msuk ke sesi luahan hati plak....

fir story about him..n aku story bout me....

then, mlm tu aku pn brterus trang pe yg aku rsekn after stahun 2 bln kter org couple...

aku ckp kt die yg aku mkin syg kt die...n aku smakin pasti yg aku mmg sygkn die...

dlu..aku msih ader prasaan yg tragak2..aku still doubtful whether pe yg aku rse ni9e true or not...

mgkin rse syg aku kt die sbnrnyer syg as a fren....

sbb aku msih ble tringtkn ex aku...hmm jhatkn aku nie..nie ble di katgorikn crang tau!

tp ble aku cntact blik my ex n then cmpare antra fir ngan my ex.....

mmg jauh sngt..

aku dpt rsekn yg aku ngan fir lbih serasi..dn lbih gmbira...

aku jrg brgaduh ngan fir...aku ngan fir slalu ble tolak ansur even kter org de pndapat yg brbeza..

tp with my ex..aku slalu nk mnang...ex aku pn smer..

so msing2 xnk bralah....

dg fir ..aku ble nmpak...aku dpt rsekn yg dri aku smaki brubah..

aku dh x kras kepala sngt...

dlu aku agk keras kpala..tp ble dh couple nie mkin soft....ble fir slow talk ngan aku..aku ble trime....

so aku rse bnda tu sngt pnting..ye la kter as a woman..kna la ikut ckp lelaki kan..

kter kna cri psangan yg ble cntrol prangai kter..n yg ble lmbutkn prangai kter yg kras...

n most important..ble aku jd api..fir ble jd air..n ble fir jd api..aku ble jd airnyer..

always be like that...

aku thu die kcewa ble aku ckp yg aku de cntact ngan my ex...

tp die ble fhm....his totally changed....

so aku rse aku mmg sngt brsyukur dprtemukn. dgn die..

moga2..mdah2an..relationship nie brakhir dgn sesuatu yg sngt mnis..INSYAALLAH....

tp yg x ble bla tu tbe2 kuar cter psal baby..adoiiii...

pe nk jd ngan aku nie....

smakin trserlah kegataln...

tp trah ckp tu bkn gtal..tp sfat keibuan yg smakin trserlah...ahhhaks...

hmm so sweettttttttt.....fir sker baby girl rpernyer....

fir ckp die sker baby gurl sbb baby girl kter ble hias2..

ble ikat rmbut die..ble pkaikn gaun yg cmellll....

tp fir trtnggal lg 1 sbb....klau dpt baby gurl..nnti cmelll mcm ibunyer.....

:-p.............